No one told me motherhood is so tough!!! Or maybe someone did but I wasn't listening. I always thought it would be okay in a manageable sense, but it is not. It's WAY tougher than any other job/task/project I have ever done... EVER.
It just takes a toll on you physically - what with all the feeding, milk pumping, changing nappies, burping, putting her to sleep etc. And mentally too - is her jaundice level okay? Is she breathing.. OMG is she moving? Argh.. who wouldn't go nuts.
And when she cries like this all afternoon, you wanna cry too and pull your own hair out.
But when she falls asleep and starts looking adorable again, you fall in love all over again.
Until the next feeding time :)